Recently, I have been a hot mess of negative emotions and anger. Yes, there are reasons related to the progression of my LBD journey and the issues of withdrawal from Effexor. That being said, there is no reason for me being as negative and mean as I have been on this blog and in my everyday life. For this, I am sorry!!
Truthfully, I have just forgotten that Jesus walks with me and I am able to deal with anything in my life as long as I lean on Jesus! I am human, and I just lost track of where I should be. SO, I sincerely apologize to those of you who read this blog, the wonderful folks here at Azalea Trace, my Family, Friends, Shipmates and the poor strangers that have seen such a negative person.
I will say in my weak defense that this is a difficult journey that has increased in difficulty recently. But, that truly is no excuse. I trust the King of Kings and the Lord of Lords! There is no other in Heaven or on Earth that I need to overcome anything in my life.
Jesus got my by the neck tonight and shook me!! I am back on track, thanks to Jesus now, so I again plead for your forgiveness and I thank God for getting me back on track. No matter what happens, I am Heaven bound!! Praise God!!