Earlier in my journey, I had an event where, I was sure then and I am still sure, that I was followed by a family member when I went out for a while to get a sandwich. This morning, I was very bothered by something similar that I cannot remember. Sounds strange, I know. I was up before my wife and I was very agitated and upset over this, now unknown, issue. Now I am very upset by the issue and the fact I cannot remember what it is!!
I am also becoming more curt with people and I reply to people in a manner that is unfiltered and without respect to their feelings some times. These issues are not constant but they are not announced either. I do not know she they are going to occur!
This, coupled with an increase in very realistic hallucinations has caused me to realize things are getting worse. I absolutely must stay in our apartment until February of 2018 to keep the monthly rate we have now.
The LBD journey is getting more difficult and the decline is steeper. I guess I will just have to get tougher.