I have recently developed a feeling, or a belief, that there is another woman that comes to our apartment and has authority over me. This new woman is never really here but I have the perception she was JUST here. I usually have this perception when I am going to sleep and in that awake or nearly asleep area of my mind.
This perception is much like me spending half my day trying to mentally complete a project that came to me in my sleep. normally, it takes most of my waking day to realize I am trying to complete something I dream about. The dream is not always readily apparent to me so the project becomes VERY REAL!
That is how this new authoritarian woman is.
I still have my "projects" that I can never quite get the handle on. They frustrate me and make me feel like I am not doing enough. But this new "Woman" issue is very upsetting for me and my Wife. I wonder how this will play out?