More and more, the things I care about and are interested in, are diminishing, rapidly. I cannot tell you why, but I clearly know it is happening.
I have all but stopped paying attention to the news because I see our Nation destroying itself. What I did for 40 years turns out to be a waste of time. Under the leadership of our President, America is becoming a Muslim Nation filled with illegal aliens that have MORE rights than I do. Illegal aliens can even vote in our elections!!
We celebrate all that is reprehensible and immoral. Gays, drug users, multiple sex partners, unemployed people that just don't want to work, socialists, just about anything that used to be immoral and wrong is now celebrated.
Our Military, MY Navy, has been reduced to a dating service for ghays and sexually perverted people. We have less than half of the capability we had when I left active duty. We care more about preserving some perverts rights than upholding morals and good leadership and discipline. The constant drive for combat readiness has been replaced by political correctness. And, if you get drunk, you are worse than scum, but if you get aids from having sex with someone the same sex as you, you are a hero. Everything that was good is bad and everything that was bad, os good and celebrated.
I am tired of being blamed for all that is wrong. I followed the rules, did my best, and stood up for what was right. Now, I am the reason the world is going to hell.
Add this to the effects of LBD and I am defeated. My legs hurt continuously, I have difficulty breathing, aspirate, forget my most recent thoughts, and feel weak and diminished. I am tired of peeing in my pants. I am tired of not being helped and forgotten of by many who I helped for so long.
Ole people, especially, those with an illness, are an inconvenience to most people. see that in the Assisted Living Facility we have our ministry in. Most of those folks have no one that visits them or comes to help them. The are alone and forgotten. I have had shipmates that I came into contact with either through my blogs or though my contacting them that say; I thought you were dead. That is always hard to hear.
This may be one of those LBD low points that happen so often. Or, maybe it is the new normal, seeing as it ha sin creased over the last week or so. I am not happy with much of anything and see no reason to try to change that.
I really never thought I would be in this condition and I never considered that America would destroy herself. Heck, I never thought I would live this long. Goes to show you what I know.