I notice in the evening, I get this overwhelming, almost uncontrollable, need to scream. It is not a desire, it is a NEED !! I do not know where it comes from or what the NEED comes from. I just know it is new and frustrating.
I was posting on the LBDA.org social group and I lost my train of thought. I began to meander. I did not delete what I wrote, but left it alone. Again, this is a new issue. Up to now, I have been able to write my thoughts fairly accurately. This event also caused me frustration.
I realize I am moving into uncharted territory for me. And, since the availability of first hand information about the LBD journey is all but nonexistent, I am going through this alone. However, at least I am providing what I can for others who will follow.
Again, the emotional journey is much worse than the physical one.