I am down right drifty!! I flit and flirt from topic to topic. This is important and we must do it, then another issue pops up. I am having continuing issues trying to find a place for us to live, when all I have to do is show a little patience until Azalea Trace is available. One minute I want to move to the country, the next I want to move back to Virginia. Then, I am looking at South Carolina!! Of course, then the possibility of a room at the Armed Forces Retirement Home in Gulf Port Mississippi, comes up. Get the idea!?!
Then, I walk around the house looking for things to do. Dishes, toilets, lawn, floors. Then I want to remodel, make the screened in porch a Florida room, and get a new high tech water heater, all before or after I go through diatribe on why I never wanted to own a house!!
I am driving my poor wife crazy. I know she is stressed out by my flighty demeanor. I would love to stop being so annoying, but I really cannot control how I act. My mind bounces around from idea to idea, without any filters or decisions! I do the same thing on our future car purchase, life insurance, vacations, and many other topic areas. I am sorry that I am so unfocused. That being said, I cannot control it.
This illustrates the need, and possibly the requirement, for care giver breaks!! She is with me 24/7/365!! I don't like me now, how can she even stand me? Yes, I know she loves me. Yes, I know she will care for me always. But, she needs a break from the constant droning of my crazy mind. I am thinking the AFRH might be the best of all options. But, I know I will change my mound in 5 minutes. You should see me try to decide what to wear!